Post 1

It's 1:42 am.

I am trying to work on an English paper, but it's not working.

My brain is thinking too much.

So I guess this will be the focus of my blog. All my late night musings.

A lot of it will be in code, however.

Anyways, tonight's late night musing: 711.

I just can't believe it's been 711. It seems like a lot longer.

However, it's been almost six months since the whole incident.

I've been just ... I dunno.

I'm impatient on it. I tell myself I'm fine with how things are, when probably I'm not.

I'm just really confused, I guess.

And I don't even know why I do anymore.

I dunno.

God, guard my heart and help me. Amen.